i am thinking about the lines to the song from sugarland.....SETTLIN' ......i feel over the limit. i am tired of accepting fate.

i feel on overload from recent events. some that are inevitable others that are still making me scratch my head because i feel like i was blindsided by a football team.

they say when life gives you lemons make lemonade......and BELIVE ME i am trying.

in this past week alone i have witnessed and experienced so much stress and mistrust and down right malevolence.....my shoulders feel as if they will break from the weight of it all. i wish i could say i see the light at the end of the tunnel. but i fear this is only the precursor to the storm ahead.

words of wisdom?
solemn advice?

haiku?

(in the middle of the night i posted on fb.....then realized that perhaps i had mimicked the ancient japanese art of haiku....what do you think?)

Middle Night
Nowhere Flight
Insomnia Invades My Universe

updates from

....wherever you are.

i signed off of FB on Ash Wednesday. i also turned away from Starbuck's Chai Tea........on
Easter Sunday i returned to FB for a few hours to wish some folks 'happy birthday' and poke around a bit....yet i think that the allure has disappeared i find i really have no reason to go back....no need to create a running commentary of the dull uninspiring moments of my everyday life.  i did go to Starbuck's and had a long awaited CHAI...but that, too, has lost its appeal.

nothing definite yet. but i think i have turned a corner and headed in another direction.

my knee is still injured. i am still an out of shape junkfood junkie. i still work in the same office and live in the same house. but something has changed.